Maybe the bring back the massage was not such a wise idea

After a couple of years of only being submissive during the weekend, with a release at the end of the weekend, my wife has changed the rules a bit lately.

She has been more demanding, making me more submissive, all week - with release (with her permission and assistance spank/nipple-pinch/handjob/sex) almost every night. This has been going on for a couple of weeks and the tradeoff seems worth it, more work, more release.

In my last post, I mentioned I would bring back the massage on those few nights when I did not get release. A sort of appreciation for her understanding.

But now my wife expects it every night, instead of giving me release. She will roll over on her side and I will massage her back. When she is done - she is too tired to satisfy me.

It is almost as if she feels I got to massage her, that should be as gratifying for me as sex or other form of release. My mind somewhat agrees, I am submissive, I should be worried about her pleasure. But my loins really do not agree. I am getting very horney with all this demands during the day and massaging her at night and no release.

Maybe I should have just not given her those massages...

It is the price I pay for the pleasure of the submision i enjoy...

I love my wife.

Lost art of the massage

I must say the past couple of weeks have been great. My wife has become more demanding, but at the same time, more willing to satisfy me in the evenings.

After reading another blog (Helpmate Hubby) and he frustating massage he had to give when expecting something more, I realized I had not massaged my wife's back in months.

So I am trying to bring back the massage into our life, massaging her as we get to bed. Regardless of whether I receive release or not.

I do not know if this will encourage her to be more demanding or make her more willing to please me. It will be fun to learn.

I love my wife.

Been a good week, but my butt is sore.

After last weekend, my wife has kept up her demanding ways all week, but at the same time allowing/helping me come every night.

Before this week we would only play the game on some weekends and she would very rarely help me come otherwise. I masterbated a couple of times a week. I have not had to masterbate in 10 days a new record for me I think.

On Monday, she told me to start cooking as soon as I got home. She sat down and started watching TV. She was demanding all day. Asking me to massage her feet for an hour while she watched treasure hunters. At night she cuddled up beside me and gave me a hand job.

On Tuesday, I told her I thought we should have sex. She agreed.
- During the evening when I asked if she could pick something up she said – “well you want sex tonight don’t you”. She has become so blatent.
- Later she asked for a book and I could not find it, she found it and immediately said I needed a spank – I blew it off because she would say thing like this all the time.
- At night she was watching her video, when I came in she told me to go mop while she got in the mood.
– With the kitchen floor shiny, I came in and started massaging her pussy with my hand. Usually she stops the foreplay when she is ready. This night she clamped her legs around my hand and would not let it free until she was done.
– I asked her what about this holding my hard-on. She told me to get a towel and lay on my belly. She grabbed her whip and hit my butt hard. She then put on the TV and watched TV while she whipped me till I came.

On Wednesday she was bossy again. She told me if I was good I would get another spank since I like it so much. I told her my butt was sore and she called me a whimp. After a full evening of doing her will and her relaxing she did make me come by squeezing my nipples as I played with myself.

By Thursday it was obvious things had changed for the whole week as she sat on the couch and told me what she wanted for supper. When then evening was over and the house clean, I was on the bed on my belly being whipped again, with the TV on.

I am not sure what to think of her turning on the TV, watching David Letterman while she whips my butt. It kind of ruins the mood because of the distraction and knowing she is not paying attention to me. But the humilation of being just a distraction for her while she watches her show increases my horniness. And she is not in a rush to make me come when she is watching her show so she will sometimes take a break for a minute or so – increasing the intensity. In addition the submissive side of me is happy that she is happy watching her show.

So in the past week I had my butt whipped three times, as much as I had in the year before that. My wife had helped me come every night in some form or another, another record (my wife commented that she thought I would run out of come by now). I had cooked, cleaned and washed clothes every night. It was a good week, but my butt was starting to get sore from the whippings, but I am powerless to stop it.

I love my wife.

I have created a monster

We were coming back from a week-long camp vacation, in which I did not get to come because of the sleeping arrangements.

My wife asked how I was doing and I told her I was horny. She asked what we should do about that. She was having her period so sex was not an option (she does not want it during that time the month). I told her I could clean the weeks clothes and she could spank me to make me come that night. She agreed, saying she wanted everything washed – sheets and even clothes that were not dirty since the cabin had bugs in it..

The rest of the day, I washed clothes, cooked and cleaned the house while she slept and caught up on her Tivoed shows. There was way to much clothes to wash to finish by the end of the evening.

That evening, after my shower I got on the bed naked with a towel to catch my cum.
She asked if I was done with the clothes.
I told I was not.
She spanked my butt a couple of times.
I asked her if she would let me cum.
She told me she had not decided..
She spanked me a couple of more times
I told her if she wanted me to stay her slave boy she should stop
She did not stop.
I gratefully came.
I thought, that was the end of it. Normally when I come, the rest of the weekend is free time. But I was wrong.

The next morning my wife told me, you better get on the clothes if you want a spank again tonight. I am so weak and she knows it. All she has to do is hint that she is in charge and she knows I will drop in line.

When it started it was always my idea to be her slave-boy. If I did not feel like playing for a weekend, I just would not bring it up. Now, over half the time she will initiate it. Even if I did not want to before she mentioned it, as soon as she mentions that I should “get busy”, I am putty in her hand.

I wonder how far it will go. Will she have me as her slave almost every weekend because she has started to enjoy it and almost expect it? Will she start to bring it into the weekdays? I have become powerless to her whims…

I love my wife.